Time to die

(PLZ READ FIRST!)

OK soo i like this drawing :3 i like the colors but theres the sad thing later.. o.o This is going to be my last draw.............for a while.. i know im sorry.. but i just dont feel like im ready to post up anything, i just want to come back like a a good drawer.. and ;( well I just cant.. I hate my software i have so much! i have the money for a new one! but.. its just so hard to learn. I just want some one by me showing me what to do... well my last draw FOR NOW, i will still be here! i will still comment! but i need to practice! i might come back soon and just post k drawings, but i want to do better!